It was a early Friday morning. I get up and start heading to Champaign. On the way there all these thoughts were running through my head. All I could think about is how we did it. We made it to state. I couldn't stand the fact that I should be out there with my buddys kicking butt. But no I screwed up, and it just kills me inside. I know its not life. But it felt like it on that cold friday morning. I know that its all my fault and my actions have consequenses.